Thursday

I Can't Sleep..

23/5/2013, 01.11AM

I feel terrible..
Thinking too much of you,
It is the worst thing i ever dreamed.
My heart skip a beat every time your name
slipped in my brain.
What should I do?
The pressure keep rising,
your image is everywhere in my head.
Blocking my senses,
I can't sleep..

Daydream I

I need a sweet escape;
That is all I need for today.

To Somewhere quiet;
a sanctuary, if there is one.

Sitting on the bench;
underneath a faithful tree.

And read a book;
or sleep, maybe.

I smiled as I saw the lake;
singing my name.

Surrounded by the green;
makes me dream.

So, I close my eyes;
and forget everything.

Birdy (Heart of Gold)

Birdy
(Heart of Gold)


I can be strong when I want to be,
You think I’m weak ‘cause you can tear me apart with the words that you speak
You think you’re in control
But you don’t understand how much you’re wrong
You choose to lash out at me, I’ve done nothing wrong
All you crave is attention and just to belong
You need to belong

And I want to be free
When my heart is made from gold
And forgiveness seems too bold
As to find it in my heart
To say "I love you"
When my heart is made from gold
And the hunt is just too bold
As to find it in my heart
To say "I love you"

Is there not enough to use your love for me
To get past the things because you envy and hate
And the fires that they breathe
To say "I looked on the small"
Can’t understand why you don’t have it all
But you don’t know how to fight for your "believe in your aims"
I just wanna do right by you, forget what has changed
‘Cause nothing is changed

And I want to be free
When my heart is made from gold
And forgiveness seems too bold
As to find it in my heart
To say "I love you"
When my heart is made from gold
And the hunt is just too bold
As to find it in my heart
To say "I love you"

For you have to be so mean
You’re such a drama queen
The way you play on every weakness that you see in me
To make you strong, knew all along
So don’t pretend like you can hardly breathe
Like it’s down to me
‘Cause it’s so unfair that you can’t see that you’re so wrong
We’re still so young

And I want to be free
When my heart is made from gold
And forgiveness seems too bold
As to find it in my heart
To say "I love you"
When my heart is made from gold
And the hunt is just too bold
As to find it in my heart
To say "I love you"





Monday

:)


Cherish your solitude.
Take trains by yourself
to places you have never been.
Sleep out alone under the stars.
Learn how to drive a stick shift.
Go so far away that you stop
being afraid of not coming back.
Say no when you don't want 
to do something.
Say yes if your instincts are strong,
even if everyone around you 
disagrees.
Decide whether you want to be
liked or admired.
Decide if fitting in is more important
than finding out what you're 
doing here...

-found this somewhere in Facebook page. I just want to share this beautiful words to everyone who have the same passion as mine:) -

Saturday

The Prayer (Celine Dion feat. Andrea Bocelli)

I listen to this song everytime I upset. This song somehow soothe me and give me peace at heart when I can't control myself, when I'm sad, angry, and when I'm on the verge of giving up. Lyrics by Carol Bayer Sager and David Foster, performed by Celine Dion feat. Andrea Bocelli. Enjoy:)




I pray you'll be our eyes, and watch us where we go.
And help us to be wise in times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer, when we lose our way
Lead us to the place, guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe
La luce che tu hai
[I pray we'll find your light]
Nel cuore resterà
[And hold it in our hearts.]
A ricordarci che
[When stars go out each night,]
Eterna stella sei
Nella mia preghiera
[Let this be our prayer]
Quanta fede c'è
[When shadows fill our day]
Lead us to a place, guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
Sogniamo un mondo senza più violenza
Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno lo dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace, di fraternità
La forza che ci dà
[We ask that life be kind]
È il desiderio che
[And watch us from above]
Ognuno trovi amor
[We hope each soul will find]
Intorno e dentro sé
[Another soul to love]
Let this be our prayer [Let this be our prayer],
Just like every child
Need to find a place, guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
È la fede che
Hai acceso in noi,
Sento che ci salverà

Thursday

My Awesome July :)

It's been a while since I wrote something in this blog. I was busy with the final semester work, but thank God everything went very well and so as my final result. Nothing feels any better than finishing my diploma:) And the next step would be degree, I'm not sure if I'm ready for it, because I'm still in the mood of holiday-ing..haha!. So, now it is the month of July, and it has been cold, gloomy, and rainy most of the times in this small town of Kota Samarahan, Kuching. oh! For your information, I am now staying here at Kota Samarahan for the time being, while waiting for the degree-intake result come out..hehe. I am now working at a stationery shop, only a few meters away from our flat. It is something new and awesome experience for me, because living in such a way could be something that you will not forget for the rest of your life! <3 :)

Wednesday

My Birthday Prayer


O God, I thank You for giving me another year of life.

I thank You for all the people who have remembered me to-day, and who have sent me cards, and letters, and good wishes and presents; for every-thing which I have been enabled by You to do and to be in the past year.

I thank You for all the experiences of the past year; For times of success which will always be happy memories; For times of failure which reminded me of my own weakness and my need of You; For times of joy the sun was shining; For times of sorrow which drove me to You.

Forgive me, for the hours of I have wasted; for the chances I failed to take; for the opportunities I missed in the past year. Forgive me that I have not made of life all that I might have made of it and could have made of it. And help me in the days which lie ahead to make this the best year yet, and in it to bring credit to myself, happiness to my loved ones, and joy to You.



* I copied this from a book " My Travel Companion". Today is my birthday (21.11.2012). I'm glad that I have a circle of good friends who remembered my birthday, I love you guys and may God Bless you all. I don't actually expecting my friends to remember my birthday, because I tend to keep it secret, only certain people knows it. And for those who forget, It's okay..I'm not that evil to force you guys to remember it anyway, don't have to feel bad about it, I understand :) Hopefully you guys having a great day today.*